date: Tuesday, May 31, 2005 @ 10:22 pm
title: Relationship..
Do you think you are ready for any relationship now?A
question that kept me
muddling since the day
Joy questioned my
heart.
Apparently, this
new-age sensitive guy will
thoroughly contemplate any question that threatens the
foundation of his being.
The foundation of love.Yes! was the reply with a few seconds of
hesitation.
I didn't know what
intruded me.
My life. Current life. Beautiful life. Awesome life is nevertheless not much difference from
Othello's - a struggle between
domestic responsibility and
public responsibility.
Domestic: Parents and
Church. If one of them have any
fresh intrusion and friction, I will have a hard time @ home as well @ church. A tiny bity problem will cause a
huge emotional WooHa!Public: Friends and
School. My source of
happiness and
enjoyment comes from both areas. Without one, my life will be quite miserable. When both have conflict with one another for my
prescence and
immediate attention, I will so break down as I weigh the
opportunity cost and the losses I might face with all the tension.
However, with both
domestic and
public clashes, I lose my
marbles.
So when relationship comes in. Will it become a recipe of self-destruction?Whatever Zhi Han the Moor..Who is who?I'm an advocate of the
Dot-theory, and an adversate of the
Circle-theory.
So
what's what?Dot-theory: You will find one steady. Have fun. Get married. Have loads of fun.Circle-theory: You will have load of steadies. Have bitterness and little fun. Finally found one. Get married. Get healed up. Have loads of fun den.The combination is like
Logic Gates.
Physics.OR. AND. NOR. NAND. NOT.The only combination for the theory to be true for all conditions,
certeris paribus, is AND.
Dot + Dot = loads and loads of funCircle + Circle = Bitterness and fun.Dot + Circle = ?Come on!Get married @ the age of 25..Woolala..
Marriage plans..
Assuming I'm married @ 25 and I have 1 child per year.
25 + 36 = 61
Assuming all my children are adults.
61 + 21 = 82
Assuming one of them get married @ 25.
82 + 4 = 86
Assuming I get to see my grandchild with one year's time.
86 + 1 = 87
Assuming my 1st grandchild reaches 25.
87 + 25 = 112
Assuming i get to see my 1st grandgrandchild.
112 + 1 = 113
Hmmmmm..maybe 36 is kind of..
Whatever ZHan.Positive thoughts! Amen..
